Happy Chinese New Year 2009. ^.^
Today is the second day of new year, time flies. Cant believe i'll have to head back to Shanghai so soon. Wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Feeling rather emo right now. Or should i say i always emo de ler... lol. sorting out the reasons. Everything seemed to make me feel frustrated. At a point of time, i feel i have changed to be a better person, but right now i dont think so. I guess this is due to being over confidence. Right now at this point, it's the lowest point of the whole 1.5 year course. I have totally lost the mood to study. I cant stay focus. coz i'm afraid. afraid of wat i'm gonna face. I guess it's a shock i'm experiencing trying to blend into the society. Suddenly i feel so non sociable. I just wanna be left out. Just wanna be left alone. There are so many assignments right now, but i dont feel like doing it. For ex, Econs, i guess i'm a lil over confidence, right now i realise i have return all my knowledge to Ms. Sujatha. lol. zha dou man. Degree foundation assignment. Resume so i can get a job. Oh gosh. I'm so freaking random now. All i wanna do is to get so motivation n move on. I need motivation. I NEED MOTIVATION.
Lost,
Aj
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yo yo yeah yeah... god send me here to give u some motivates
You are your own motivation, my dear. Only u can make yourself succeed in life, only u can make the difference. If nobody's there to kick you in the ass, u gotta try and kick yourself.
Have some quiet time... think about ur future and wat u wanna do... then u will find an answer and wat u gonna do about it to achieve it.
^.^ good luck!!
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