Walk of Life.

Sitting in front of the com, i'm all by myself again. Called him a few times, he say he's busy. Browse thru the msn list, n i realise people that are close to my heart aren't online. Everyone are in their respective rooms. It's totally silent outside. I cant get water from the kitchen due to the design of the house to ensure safety for all of us. I'm hungry and lonely right now. Looking at the chinese books, it's calling me. i know but i'm just not in a mood to study yet. I'm soooo lazy right now.

After the whole day passed, i chat with one of my close friend in high school. We had a date, just me n her wednesday morning. hahahha. I wonder how is everythin. I seek her advise in deciding if i should buy nokia 6500 coz she is into all these gadgets n stuff. Omg i'm sooo hungry n thirsty. I went out to our lil pantry filled with Budweiser beers n chocolate from my dear sheik n a can of opened cola. I cant stand it. Beer and chocolate will fill my tummy for supper. hahaha.

Today we went to The Mines to settle some stuff, auntie suggested me to try Tort card. I felt that i was dooomed with bad luck these few days: Lost hp, broken toe nail, spoil favourite watch bla bla bla. Wat could be worse. Thus i gave it a shot.

The master says, study wise ok, will face difficulties in August, have to be very careful in year 2010 as realtionship may affect my studies. As in career wise, will have a not bad career, got people to lend a hand. May face a lot of "小人", have to stay humble. Love wise, got people go after thus have to be careful in handling relationship matters. Both are good staying apart. Health wise, be careful of digestive problem, head problem. N careful on the road. Lastly financial wise, ok but will have leakage in the end of the year. After listening i would say it's partially correct. But life should be control by ourselves n not wat people think will happen to us. Therefore i would take it as an advise, n try not to let it affect my life too much.

Though i did say, how we live our life is control by ourselves, but i'm still working out on the ways to manage my life properly. My emotions is taking over my mind. There is so much more that i need to work on to improve myself. Be the less selfish me n love everyone more. I dun wanna be lonely when i'm old. I wish to live life simple but meaningful.

Love,
Aj