Happy Chinese New Year 2009. ^.^
Today is the second day of new year, time flies. Cant believe i'll have to head back to Shanghai so soon. Wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Feeling rather emo right now. Or should i say i always emo de ler... lol. sorting out the reasons. Everything seemed to make me feel frustrated. At a point of time, i feel i have changed to be a better person, but right now i dont think so. I guess this is due to being over confidence. Right now at this point, it's the lowest point of the whole 1.5 year course. I have totally lost the mood to study. I cant stay focus. coz i'm afraid. afraid of wat i'm gonna face. I guess it's a shock i'm experiencing trying to blend into the society. Suddenly i feel so non sociable. I just wanna be left out. Just wanna be left alone. There are so many assignments right now, but i dont feel like doing it. For ex, Econs, i guess i'm a lil over confidence, right now i realise i have return all my knowledge to Ms. Sujatha. lol. zha dou man. Degree foundation assignment. Resume so i can get a job. Oh gosh. I'm so freaking random now. All i wanna do is to get so motivation n move on. I need motivation. I NEED MOTIVATION.
Lost,
Aj
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Friday, January 2, 2009
Take care~
It's bout 3.30 in the morning. N i'm here again, blogging. Remember there was a similar post, writtien bout this time in the morning some time ago. Before i forget, Happy New Year again! Wonder if it's a good start or a bad start staying home, resting for the whole day, rest till cant sleep in the night. hahaha.
My new year was greeted with a news that an important person in my life is leaving China going back to KL. It was unexpected. As always. I was always the last one to know. Yea it's true i'm not important to him anymore.
He was the person i rely on a lot, when i first came to this strange place. a person whom i share all my secrets n craps with. a person who knows me in n out n have the guts to scold me n point out all my weaknesses. a person i'd go to whenever i had trouble with my friend or school. he is not a good listener, coz he never had the time to. but he definitely will be the one whom I'm gonna miss. Coz i know i'd never be able to call him anymore if i'm in need of a person to talk to when i'm down, or lonely or watsoever. Coz his number will no longer be reachable. Looking back we have really been thru a lot together in these years. Anyway, i'd like to wish him all the best, n hope that he'll stay happy. N Thanks for being there with me during ups n downs in life.
Take good care of yourself. Coz u're always forgetful n clumsy!
Keep in touch...
With love,
Bb
My new year was greeted with a news that an important person in my life is leaving China going back to KL. It was unexpected. As always. I was always the last one to know. Yea it's true i'm not important to him anymore.
He was the person i rely on a lot, when i first came to this strange place. a person whom i share all my secrets n craps with. a person who knows me in n out n have the guts to scold me n point out all my weaknesses. a person i'd go to whenever i had trouble with my friend or school. he is not a good listener, coz he never had the time to. but he definitely will be the one whom I'm gonna miss. Coz i know i'd never be able to call him anymore if i'm in need of a person to talk to when i'm down, or lonely or watsoever. Coz his number will no longer be reachable. Looking back we have really been thru a lot together in these years. Anyway, i'd like to wish him all the best, n hope that he'll stay happy. N Thanks for being there with me during ups n downs in life.
Take good care of yourself. Coz u're always forgetful n clumsy!
Keep in touch...
With love,
Bb
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