Sleeping Pills

以前，经常会睡不着应为中午睡太多了。睡觉的时间都乱了。最近又睡不着了。躺在床上胡思乱想。有时候回想感情的事。长距离爱情是很苦的。有时候回想人生。人生总是会发生很多不公平的事。有些人摆明是故意弄你的。但是很多时候不是每个人都回反抗。为了大局，人就要学会忍让。冷静。生活本来就是不公平的。但是，我们能做得就是把自己的命运掌握在自己手里。做适当的决定。希望自己能把事情看的更透。看开一点。不要把自己搞的这么累。晚安。

I tot my blog will be dead as i cant open blogspot here in China. But who knows, clever people created Hotspot Shield which is used to open all these blocked websites here. It's cool but it's slow...

Anyway, life been great if it wasnt for the tonnes of assignment. :) But it's definately good to have these stress. hehehe... Wonder how is everything back in Malaysia. hehehe... :)

It's actually assignment time where i have to do a final touch up of my report and a power point presentation. But i guess i'm rather early today. So i spend some time checking out on other people's life. Busy body huh??? :P

I have to say this semester really pass very very quickly. I still cant believe it's already the end of one sem. One more final to go... Aw... i'm afraid i'm gonna miss uni life. T.T

I wish i could post some pics of myself, because i look to CHAN lately so i din take pictures. T.T
Anyway... gonna get back to work...

With luv,
Aj

Sometimes i just dun understand wat life really is. I'm confused. I'm lost. Or i'm just paranoid? It's true we cant control many things in life. Future, peoples words, thoughts, or watever. Wat disappoints me in life is that things always dun turn out like wat i expected it to be.

People dissappoints me. Wat's with the coldness? It makes me feel so akward being here. Or am i just too sensitive? I really dunno. I dun feel welcome. I feel alienated. I feel isolated. i just dun feel safe and home. Is it me? Or did i do something wrong? I really duno.

All of a sudden i just wanna be alone...

Aj

“Always remember to slow down in life; live, breathe, and learn; take a look around you whenever you have time and never forget everything and every person that has the least place within your heart.”

AJ

Random post

It's been really long since i last updated. Many things happened since my last post. Many happy and some unhappy. I've been back to KL last July. Celebrated my 21th birthday with friends and family back in KL. It was a wonderful day.Although at the starting there was a lil unhappy here n there but it ended up really well. Thanks a lot for all that have taken the trouble to come over.

I promised to upload pics on facebook. But the problem is, facebook is blocked here in China. Dun ask me why, it is just blocked. lol.I'll upload some of the pictures here in my blog soon.

Love,
Aj

I'm freaking emo emo emo now... Don't ask me why. Coz i dunno the reason myself. I just feel like shutting myself in a room n cry all i want. But i know crying will not solve any problem... So i'm still emo-ing... T.T

Mimi in my life... ^.^

Mimi aka 咪咪 is a cat, male one i guess. ^.^ 1 month old on the 4th of May. Very fat n cute. :P
Mischievous, blur n lazy...
Loves sleeping on slippers. hahaha...

With love, Aj.