It's 4.30 in the morning, she is awake again. She knew she have to be responsible to finish her work. There she was, putting in 100 percent of her focus in it. But she knew, it's not the best she could do. She walked out lifeless. Like a soulless figure. She even doubt if she had a shadow...
It's still attached...
Another day has passed... She'll still be her... same old her.
Aj
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Guilty Pleasure i called it...
I wonder why i'm craving so much for chocolate lately...
Two days back, i was seeking all over for chocolate, n i found a piece.
Yesterday, by luck. I found a pack of Milo Nuggets... muahahah...
(satisfy my craving for the night...)
None today... thus i bought a bar of Morinaga milk chocolate...
(hm... taste good...)
Must be the stress... chocolate reduces stress, but promotes constipation.
That's why i called it guilty pleasure... hahaha...
(*btw, dont ever buy chocolate from convenient store. coz it's so freaking expensive, for the same bar, it cost 4 bucks cheaper in Parkson. wth T.T )
So busy with presentations, reports and exam. Cant wait till can have a proper dinner with a good selection of food i like.
( Qz & Sheik babe, add oil oh~~~)
With love,
Aj.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
It's so cold over here. Can't wait till winter is over... The house is in a mess... especially my room. hahhaha. I dun even feel like sitting on my table to do assignments coz it's sooo uncomfortable. T.T It's suppose to be a beautiful Saturday. A day where i dun have to work or have class. I should have went out for a walk today as the sun is out. But my laziness stopped me. I just stayed home n slp. hahaha... I've been having bad dreams for a month. Din have good slp for a long time. N i'm praying so that these dreams wont come true.
Lazying around, @.@. But finally i took the courage to do some cleaning. wah liao... u will never imagine how mess the whole place got. I wanted to faint... This is how it looks... Oh god a... Save me plz...
Everything is thrown out from my shelf.
After hours of cleaning and arranging, finally it turned into a place where human can stay n study. ^.^
Much better right???
Btw, no saturday is better than staying home. Having my fav assam laksa + egg for lunch while enjoying a lame but cute bit of Xiao Wan Zi ^.^
Life made simple,
Aj
Friday, February 13, 2009
Gadget gurl ^.^
Being a girl that grows up in the city. I depend a lot on my gadgets. There are several things that are quite important to me.
First is my handphone. When i dont have my hp around i feel weird. I remember last summer back in malaysia. I lost my 6330. Stolen in Pavillion, MNG. SO BEWARE shoppers. Thief steals in MNG too. 5 min after i left MNG i realise my hp was lost. when i went back to MNG borrow a phone to call, certified lost. I was too dependent on my handphone that i dont remember many ppls phone no. lol. So i just called my mom... lol. Back home. During the night. I dont have a phone. No laptop coz was sent for service. At that moment, i feel so lost n soooo freaking insecure. My gosh. If i'm send to a place without any gadgets i guess i'm gonna die...
Second gadget is my laptop aka Hubby. Gosh. I depend a lot on my laptop. For school, for movie, for msn, for reading blogs, news etc. So i call him my hubby. Every holiday, i'll send my hubby for repair. This holiday, it came back looking great. :) However, when i get back to shanghai i find him broken. T.T Not able to open anymore. No choice, it's not under warranty in Shanghai, i paid for the repair. aih... Now it's back. ^.^
I seriously should learn how not to depend so much on all these gadgets. N memorize more numbers. just in case of emergency. hahaha.
Aj
First is my handphone. When i dont have my hp around i feel weird. I remember last summer back in malaysia. I lost my 6330. Stolen in Pavillion, MNG. SO BEWARE shoppers. Thief steals in MNG too. 5 min after i left MNG i realise my hp was lost. when i went back to MNG borrow a phone to call, certified lost. I was too dependent on my handphone that i dont remember many ppls phone no. lol. So i just called my mom... lol. Back home. During the night. I dont have a phone. No laptop coz was sent for service. At that moment, i feel so lost n soooo freaking insecure. My gosh. If i'm send to a place without any gadgets i guess i'm gonna die...
Second gadget is my laptop aka Hubby. Gosh. I depend a lot on my laptop. For school, for movie, for msn, for reading blogs, news etc. So i call him my hubby. Every holiday, i'll send my hubby for repair. This holiday, it came back looking great. :) However, when i get back to shanghai i find him broken. T.T Not able to open anymore. No choice, it's not under warranty in Shanghai, i paid for the repair. aih... Now it's back. ^.^
I seriously should learn how not to depend so much on all these gadgets. N memorize more numbers. just in case of emergency. hahaha.
Aj
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
New Year... watever... where's my cny mood? random... *&^%&^
Happy Chinese New Year 2009. ^.^
Today is the second day of new year, time flies. Cant believe i'll have to head back to Shanghai so soon. Wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Feeling rather emo right now. Or should i say i always emo de ler... lol. sorting out the reasons. Everything seemed to make me feel frustrated. At a point of time, i feel i have changed to be a better person, but right now i dont think so. I guess this is due to being over confidence. Right now at this point, it's the lowest point of the whole 1.5 year course. I have totally lost the mood to study. I cant stay focus. coz i'm afraid. afraid of wat i'm gonna face. I guess it's a shock i'm experiencing trying to blend into the society. Suddenly i feel so non sociable. I just wanna be left out. Just wanna be left alone. There are so many assignments right now, but i dont feel like doing it. For ex, Econs, i guess i'm a lil over confidence, right now i realise i have return all my knowledge to Ms. Sujatha. lol. zha dou man. Degree foundation assignment. Resume so i can get a job. Oh gosh. I'm so freaking random now. All i wanna do is to get so motivation n move on. I need motivation. I NEED MOTIVATION.
Lost,
Aj
Today is the second day of new year, time flies. Cant believe i'll have to head back to Shanghai so soon. Wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Feeling rather emo right now. Or should i say i always emo de ler... lol. sorting out the reasons. Everything seemed to make me feel frustrated. At a point of time, i feel i have changed to be a better person, but right now i dont think so. I guess this is due to being over confidence. Right now at this point, it's the lowest point of the whole 1.5 year course. I have totally lost the mood to study. I cant stay focus. coz i'm afraid. afraid of wat i'm gonna face. I guess it's a shock i'm experiencing trying to blend into the society. Suddenly i feel so non sociable. I just wanna be left out. Just wanna be left alone. There are so many assignments right now, but i dont feel like doing it. For ex, Econs, i guess i'm a lil over confidence, right now i realise i have return all my knowledge to Ms. Sujatha. lol. zha dou man. Degree foundation assignment. Resume so i can get a job. Oh gosh. I'm so freaking random now. All i wanna do is to get so motivation n move on. I need motivation. I NEED MOTIVATION.
Lost,
Aj
Friday, January 2, 2009
Take care~
It's bout 3.30 in the morning. N i'm here again, blogging. Remember there was a similar post, writtien bout this time in the morning some time ago. Before i forget, Happy New Year again! Wonder if it's a good start or a bad start staying home, resting for the whole day, rest till cant sleep in the night. hahaha.
My new year was greeted with a news that an important person in my life is leaving China going back to KL. It was unexpected. As always. I was always the last one to know. Yea it's true i'm not important to him anymore.
He was the person i rely on a lot, when i first came to this strange place. a person whom i share all my secrets n craps with. a person who knows me in n out n have the guts to scold me n point out all my weaknesses. a person i'd go to whenever i had trouble with my friend or school. he is not a good listener, coz he never had the time to. but he definitely will be the one whom I'm gonna miss. Coz i know i'd never be able to call him anymore if i'm in need of a person to talk to when i'm down, or lonely or watsoever. Coz his number will no longer be reachable. Looking back we have really been thru a lot together in these years. Anyway, i'd like to wish him all the best, n hope that he'll stay happy. N Thanks for being there with me during ups n downs in life.
Take good care of yourself. Coz u're always forgetful n clumsy!
Keep in touch...
With love,
Bb
My new year was greeted with a news that an important person in my life is leaving China going back to KL. It was unexpected. As always. I was always the last one to know. Yea it's true i'm not important to him anymore.
He was the person i rely on a lot, when i first came to this strange place. a person whom i share all my secrets n craps with. a person who knows me in n out n have the guts to scold me n point out all my weaknesses. a person i'd go to whenever i had trouble with my friend or school. he is not a good listener, coz he never had the time to. but he definitely will be the one whom I'm gonna miss. Coz i know i'd never be able to call him anymore if i'm in need of a person to talk to when i'm down, or lonely or watsoever. Coz his number will no longer be reachable. Looking back we have really been thru a lot together in these years. Anyway, i'd like to wish him all the best, n hope that he'll stay happy. N Thanks for being there with me during ups n downs in life.
Take good care of yourself. Coz u're always forgetful n clumsy!
Keep in touch...
With love,
Bb
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