It's so cold over here. Can't wait till winter is over... The house is in a mess... especially my room. hahhaha. I dun even feel like sitting on my table to do assignments coz it's sooo uncomfortable. T.T It's suppose to be a beautiful Saturday. A day where i dun have to work or have class. I should have went out for a walk today as the sun is out. But my laziness stopped me. I just stayed home n slp. hahaha... I've been having bad dreams for a month. Din have good slp for a long time. N i'm praying so that these dreams wont come true.

Lazying around, @.@. But finally i took the courage to do some cleaning. wah liao... u will never imagine how mess the whole place got. I wanted to faint... This is how it looks... Oh god a... Save me plz...

Everything is thrown out from my shelf.

After hours of cleaning and arranging, finally it turned into a place where human can stay n study. ^.^

Much better right???



Btw, no saturday is better than staying home. Having my fav assam laksa + egg for lunch while enjoying a lame but cute bit of Xiao Wan Zi ^.^

Life made simple,
Aj

Gadget gurl ^.^

Being a girl that grows up in the city. I depend a lot on my gadgets. There are several things that are quite important to me.

First is my handphone. When i dont have my hp around i feel weird. I remember last summer back in malaysia. I lost my 6330. Stolen in Pavillion, MNG. SO BEWARE shoppers. Thief steals in MNG too. 5 min after i left MNG i realise my hp was lost. when i went back to MNG borrow a phone to call, certified lost. I was too dependent on my handphone that i dont remember many ppls phone no. lol. So i just called my mom... lol. Back home. During the night. I dont have a phone. No laptop coz was sent for service. At that moment, i feel so lost n soooo freaking insecure. My gosh. If i'm send to a place without any gadgets i guess i'm gonna die...

Second gadget is my laptop aka Hubby. Gosh. I depend a lot on my laptop. For school, for movie, for msn, for reading blogs, news etc. So i call him my hubby. Every holiday, i'll send my hubby for repair. This holiday, it came back looking great. :) However, when i get back to shanghai i find him broken. T.T Not able to open anymore. No choice, it's not under warranty in Shanghai, i paid for the repair. aih... Now it's back. ^.^

I seriously should learn how not to depend so much on all these gadgets. N memorize more numbers. just in case of emergency. hahaha.

Aj

New Year... watever... where's my cny mood? random... *&^%&^

Happy Chinese New Year 2009. ^.^
Today is the second day of new year, time flies. Cant believe i'll have to head back to Shanghai so soon. Wonder if it's a good or bad thing. Feeling rather emo right now. Or should i say i always emo de ler... lol. sorting out the reasons. Everything seemed to make me feel frustrated. At a point of time, i feel i have changed to be a better person, but right now i dont think so. I guess this is due to being over confidence. Right now at this point, it's the lowest point of the whole 1.5 year course. I have totally lost the mood to study. I cant stay focus. coz i'm afraid. afraid of wat i'm gonna face. I guess it's a shock i'm experiencing trying to blend into the society. Suddenly i feel so non sociable. I just wanna be left out. Just wanna be left alone. There are so many assignments right now, but i dont feel like doing it. For ex, Econs, i guess i'm a lil over confidence, right now i realise i have return all my knowledge to Ms. Sujatha. lol. zha dou man. Degree foundation assignment. Resume so i can get a job. Oh gosh. I'm so freaking random now. All i wanna do is to get so motivation n move on. I need motivation. I NEED MOTIVATION.

Lost,
Aj

Take care~

It's bout 3.30 in the morning. N i'm here again, blogging. Remember there was a similar post, writtien bout this time in the morning some time ago. Before i forget, Happy New Year again! Wonder if it's a good start or a bad start staying home, resting for the whole day, rest till cant sleep in the night. hahaha.

My new year was greeted with a news that an important person in my life is leaving China going back to KL. It was unexpected. As always. I was always the last one to know. Yea it's true i'm not important to him anymore.

He was the person i rely on a lot, when i first came to this strange place. a person whom i share all my secrets n craps with. a person who knows me in n out n have the guts to scold me n point out all my weaknesses. a person i'd go to whenever i had trouble with my friend or school. he is not a good listener, coz he never had the time to. but he definitely will be the one whom I'm gonna miss. Coz i know i'd never be able to call him anymore if i'm in need of a person to talk to when i'm down, or lonely or watsoever. Coz his number will no longer be reachable. Looking back we have really been thru a lot together in these years. Anyway, i'd like to wish him all the best, n hope that he'll stay happy. N Thanks for being there with me during ups n downs in life.

Take good care of yourself. Coz u're always forgetful n clumsy!

Keep in touch...

With love,
Bb

Q & A's~~

During in my first semester, i had Market Research Course. Yeah, we learn how to do market research. We even have to do a real questionnaire and survey. Back then, my Chinese still sucks. ( Ok not that it is any better now) Lol~ I had help online. Send the questionnaires to other people, make them answer it and send back to me. Special thanks to Jin who spend the effort to print it out in KL, let people do it, scan it and send back to me. Super touch ok~ N also fat fella in US~ U know who u r. hahaha~

Ok, after that course i thought i'll never do such thing anymore. Coz i always though i'm capable of doing more important stuff, like analyzing datas instead of getting on the field n do survey again. lol. Well, remember i told u we are going to do a survey to check if the Korean Souvenirs are suitable for the Shanghai market. This is it. It has to be done seriously coz it's a real market survey.

It was tough coz it's a 4 page survey, people really have to sit for 5min to answer the question. We cant do it in places where people walk in n out. So we picked KFC as our survey location. Started at 2.30pm till 4.30pm, only had like 14 surveys done. Out of 300 ok??? crazy right? Then move to bookstore. We thought people spend so much time there, should be ok. But we were wrong. They were too into books n no one cared. Instead we did survey for ppl. swt~ I was thinking, made us did so we make u do also. muahaha. so got one from bookstore. Then went to foodcourt. The place was huge but dunno how to say la. People all eating. Not good to disturb. i got 4 here. then went to another KFC. 2 down. lol. Many weird, funny n embarassing situations ler.

There was one funny one, when Jean approach her she was so happy, n this is was she say, " 这个·我最喜欢做的，快给我给我！~ ” ( this is my favourite, faster give it to me!~) Swt!! there is people on earth that is soooo cute. hahahha...

Now i think back, if i was approached i'd not even look at the person n just say no. Lol. i'm mean too. hahahha. It's lucky i was only turn down 2 times. but it's so embarassing to be turn down ler. T.T everytime got turn down i stood there, blur for one sec then only i walk away. swt...

In the end of the day, about 7.30pm. We had like 32 done. Very few. aih... So much more to be accomplish. ~~ Hope it'll go smooth ler...

With love,
Aj

Simple but Happy Christmas! ~

It's Christmas day!!! Merry Christmas everyone... Hugs n Kisses!!!

Ok i'll start with what happened in the Christmas eve. ^.^ I had dinner with Veronica & Greg in one of the Vietnamese Restaurant near Jiaotong Uni. Dinner was great. N we do talk a lot of crap. hahaha. We exchanged pressies. My dear got me Loccotine Lotion.... Gosh!!! That was all i needed for winter. I was complaining how winter makes my hand dry n ugly. N there she go, so sweet of her. Muacks! I've got her candle n scents, coz both of them love it. Romantic huh? Hope she loves it.

After dinner we went to Billy's house. I dunno who Billy is till we reach the place. He one of Greg's French friend. His house was lovely, Outside it seems like an old flat, typical old flat in Shanghai. But inside it's so unexpectedly warm, cozy n a lil designer. He paints his own arts. N btw, he is an interior designer if i'm not mistaken. There i met some new friends, but not of my age. :) All working. I thought i'd bore myself to death. But it comes out to be alright. We had wine n turkey!!! (*yay!!! i thought i'd not have turkey for Christmas this year.lalala~~) N not forgotten, yummy cinnamon christmas cake. ^.^ Satisfied.

During eve, i've learn something. Christmas is not only about gifts. I always look forward for Xmas coz of the gifts n surprises. But now i realise i was wrong. I shouldn't have been so selfish. Christmas is about being together with family. Greg was unhappy coz he cant be back in France to celebrate Xmas with his family. N i'm upset, coz i miss home too... Other than being with family, it's being with friends n love ones... Look around u. If u are having fun with ur family, aprreciate it. That's wat Xmas should be all about.

Hm... It's Xmas day... Woke up super early, coz wasnt feeling well. Ok. i woke up at 5 plus in the morning. Then start watching Gossip Girls. :P Sister is out. I had a massage+facial appointment at 2. :) Ok watch eat, watch slp. Then left for massage bout 1.30pm.

I'd always longed for a massage n facial, coz life can be soooo stressed out at times. Ok, no complaining coz my life isnt that bad. ^.^ We'll the 1h30m treatment was cool. I feel so refreshed now. :) Gave myself n excuse for needing a break since it's the end of a year n a long tiring term. hahahha. Qz n Shiek babe, it would be great if both of u girls are here. Then we could have a Christmas day out! :P Btw, one thing i dislike bout these parlors is that they always try damn hard to convince u to buy their products or package. WTH. I remember there was once i was convinced to buy something that cost like ... A lot... dun wanna mention figures. N i was super super regret after than. I ended up making my mom go return the stuff. swt. lol. Ok i know, i'm easily convinced. But i've grown up ok? I learned to say NO!!! lalala~~~ They din manage to convince me today. :P

We'll after that, I went out to grab something for dinner. Yeah. Eating alone tonight. But it's ok. At times it's good to have a lil time for urself. After hesitating for 10 min, i finally make up my mind in getting McD for dinner. muahaha. I bought a set6(small) + nuggets + ice cream. N this makes my day... Wats better than having a vanilla ice cream. The ice cream taste super nice today. I wonder y. :) I was so happy that i almost forget it's winter. N i'm walking home in 7 degree temperature eating my fav ice cream. lol. Ok baby, i know i'm a freak. That should be the thing in ur mind right now. muahaha.

Ok now i'm back home. feeling really cold, coz i've finish my ice cream. lolz... Gonna continue watching my Gossip Girls n enjoying my yummy Mc D. muahahaha...

With Love,
Aj

Merry X'mas Eve ^.^

Holiday has just started, the first thing i did was to clean up my room. It was in such a mess, it makes me feel irritated. lol. Mom walked in grumbling, telling me to clean up my place n stay like a girl should stay. Lying in the bed, I lazily replied a, "yep maam, i'll do it when u leave, no worries." n turn my head back to my laptop. She could never imagine how clean her daughter could be when she leave. LoL. My room is clean. Muahaha...

Once again i have to stress that i really dislike winter. Winter makes me feel so inefficient. aihz...

Yep. It's Christmas Eve today, how i wish i was back in KL. This year X'mas eve party gonna be in my house. Gosh... N i'm not there. KK wont be there as Santa either. lol. ( Enjoy ur HK X'mas dude! ) I want turkey... I want my presents... T.T N i want my baby...

Ok my plans for tonight will be dinner in Veronica's friends house. I forget who the guys name is. Hope it wont bored me to heaven. hahaha...

Aw... Still have bout 10 more days... I've a list of things i've plan to do. ^.^ (but not sure if i'll do)
- Watch Gossip Girls ( priority)
- Poom mkt research if Jean is back ^.^
- Shop!
- Blog bout my uninteresting life. Lol
- Learn Chinese
- Exercise n eat more. ^.^
- Plan my 2009 new year resolution. :P

Merry Christmas!! ~ ( enjoy urselves n play safe!!! )

hugs n kisses,
Aj